Am I Sensing A Love Interest?

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 14:54:49 GMT

When we got in my room I was completely amazed. It was, well amazing. “Nice room” he said looking around. “Yeah it would be nicer if you were in it. Oh wait you are” is what I would have said if I had no since. “Yeah it’s pretty cool,” I plopped on my bed and was shocked when he did the same. “You wanna listen to some music?” I asked him not quite sure what else to do. “As long as you’ll dance with me,” he said with a smile. So we got up and danced, laughed, and sang till Dylee’s mom called to say he had to go home.

I got on my lap top the moment he left. I had to do some major web caming with Sarah. Lucky for me she was online. I imed her as quick as possible and set up the web cam. “Hey!” she said with an eager smile on her face. “Oh my god I have so much to tell you” I was so excited that I almost cut her off. “Let me see your room before you tell me,” I picked up the camera and showed her around. “Man I wish I could live with you. That room is huge, not to mention it looks really rad.” I put it back on the top of my lap top. “Ok now hush so I can tell you!” she laughed “Ok I met this totally hot guy named Dylee and he lives next door and he came over and LAYED ON MY BED!! Then we like danced and listened to music.” I went on rambling about how great he was. “Am I sincing a love intrest Brittni?. I replied with a quick “No!” She just laughed and said “I should meet him.” We laughed and went on talking like we did before I moved. Except we talked less about going to shows together, or the mall, or spending the night. It was 2:30 before we said our goodbyes. I was happy to talk to her again. Maybe we shouldn’t have made the goodbyes so dramatic earlier. I mean my mom did say I could fly down and see her or she could come up here. And we talk all the time on web cam.

I rolled over in my bed and looked out my window when I saw that there was still a light on next door at Dylee’s. To my surprise it was his room! How story book was this moment? I looked around my room to find something I could throw. I could always pick it up tomorrow. I just need to find something that was hard enough to make a noise but soft enough to not break or break anything. I found these little decoration rocks. They were cheap and ugly so it was less of a heart ache if I lost them. I threw them as hard as I could, it made it but the bad thing was his window was open and the rock hit him in the arm. He looked out the window “Gee thanks.” I laughed a little “Sorry I thought it was closed.” He laughed to “That’s ok.” We just sat there for a while before we spoke again. Theses silent moments were happening a lot and I hate them. “Do you want to go to the park up the road with me?” he said with that cute smile on his face. “Right now?” I asked him even though I knew the answer. “Yeah, come on it’ll be fun.” I looked down at the ground which seemed to be 5 stories down. “I’ll meet you out front.” I was scared to death, but excited at the same time. I wasn’t afraid of getting caught. Please, my mom would be the person to ask how far we got. “Ok see you in a minute.” after saying that he closed his window and I did the same. I grabbed a flash light out of my overnight bag because I’m really afraid of the dark. I ran down the stairs careful not to make a noise. Once I got to the bottom I bolted to the front door. When I flung open the door there he was, in all his glory. “Um, Hi.” I said nearly out of breath from all the running. He smiled “You ready?” I smiled back and walked out the door. “So what’s so great about Misery?” He laughed. “You mean Missouri, and nothing. Its really boring.” I nodded my head and kept on walking. “So what’s so great about Pensacola?” he asked. “Nothing. Its boring there to.” I stared at the ground. I have a problem with doing around people I don’t know very well. “So you don’t miss it?” I looked up at him for a second to find him looking at his shoes to. I looked back down at the ground and started to kick this rock I spotted. “Well I miss my friends if that’s what you mean.” We walked one in silence until he stole my rock from me and started to kick it. “Hey that rock was becoming my friend.” He laughed. “Well looks like your rock likes me better.” I scrunched up my nose before I tried to get my rock back. We played kick the rock until he kicked it to hard and it went into some creepy bushes. Both of us decided the rock was better off left alone. I groaned “How much longer?” He pushed me, “Where almost there you big baby.” By the time we got there it felt like I known him forever. I was goofing around with him like I do with Sarah.

We climbed to the top of the slide and sat there. “Did you have a boyfriend down there?” he threw some rocks he found down the slide. I watched them fall off at the bottom before I answered. “No. I’m not pretty enough.” He stopped in mid throw. “Pfft, whatever. You’re super cute.” Was that a dream or did he just call me cute? “Yeah right. Did you have a girlfriend?” He looked at me in an odd way. “Not really….” I cut him off short to add a witty comment. “Well they have rocks for brains.” Not as witty as I hoped to be. “Actually a lot of girls think I’m hot. But I’m gay so it doesn’t really matter.”

Ouch! Didn’t see that one coming. “Oh, well the, do you have a boyfriend?” He smiled and started to blush. “Yeah, I think I’m in love with him. He gives me lots of butterflies.” I did a small smile still shocked to find out he was gay. I mean I don’t have a problem with gay people, its just that I probably looked like a fool flirting with him. “How long have you two been dating?” He threw some more rocks and I watched again. “Six months.” I yawned, “Wow that’s a long time.” He threw the last bit of rocks down the slide and laid back. “Yeah it’s the longest one so far.: I laid back and stared at the sky. “Its pretty out here.” I sighed. He looked at me “Yeah.” The next thing I knew he had his head on my chest and his arms around me. “I have a feeling me and you are going to be best friends.” I closed my eyes, “Yeah.”

I shouldn’t have closed my eyes because I accidentally fell asleep. I woke up to Dylee shaking me. “Wake up sleepy head!” I groaned a bit “What?” He pulled me up “The suns rising come on.” I finally got what he was trying to say and jumped down from the slides. We took off running as fast as we could. When we got in our front yards we both stopped and looked at each other. “Are you going to get in trouble?” I asked him a bit worried. “No my moms cool. What about you?” I looked at the sunrise then back at him. “No, my moms cool to.” With that said we both stood there and watched the sun rise before we went in. After the sun was almost all the way up Dylee pulled my face to meet his and kissed me. “See you in a few hours.” At first I just stood there shocked that he even did that. I mean I thought he was gay?! “Yeah see ya” is what I finally came around to saying. We both turned around and went inside.

Pinkie Promise

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 22:38:19 GMT

Dr. Leanor Mamstornutt. More like Dr. Astrobutt! Astrobutt is going to be my new father in about one month. Me and my mom are moving up to Misery, I mean Missouri, in about twenty minutes. He has twins that are the most solidest kids I’ve ever met! I bet they’ve never heard the word no before. At least my new room will be FAR away from them.

“I’m going to miss you so much” my best friend Sarah said just before she nearly tackled me off the ground. “I’m going to miss you to” I said trying to catch my balance and hold the tears back at the same time. “But what about the plan?” she replied with tears rolling down her face. Seeing her cry made the tears literally burst out of my eyes. I mean she’s been my best friend for nine years and now my mom is ripping us apart for some lame brain doctor! “I’ll come back the day I graduate” I said as I wiped away the running eyeliner on my cheek. Sarah started to do the same when she noticed me doing it, “You promise?” I stuck out my pinkie “Pinkie Promise.” We laughed as I made her “thumb it.” “Come on honey!” said my mother as she threw my pillow into the passenger seat. “I guess this is good bye,” she said nearly tackling me again. I hugged her tight “Yeah, I guess.” I sighed “You’ll always be my best friend.” Her eyes filled up again along with mine. “Yeah I know.” I started to get in the car when I heard Sarah yell out “Don’t forget.” Earlier that day we promised each other on the phone to turn around, walk away, and never look back. I looked back anyways and when I did I saw my best friend looking to. I’m never going to forgive my mother for this. I stared out my window watching the white sandy beaches slowly turn into trees and fields with cows. Once the last bit of sand faded away I closed my eyes and went to sleep.

When I woke up we were at a gas station. My mom was going inside to pay so I decided to go in and use the bathroom. I had to pee super bad so I practically sprinted to the bathroom. When I got back in the car my mom handed me a Jones Soda. Trying to bribe me I bet. I took it from her anyways because its my favorite drink out there. There was a five minute silence before my mom tried to bribe me some more. “I know your upset honey, but don’t worry you’ll get to fly down and visit.” My mom is so good at sweet talking me. I looked over at her and smiled, “Thanks momie.” That’s what I call her to let her know that the bribe worked. She turned on the radio after that and we practically head banged the whole way there. Head banging for 3 hours makes time go by fast and give you a monster head ach. My mom is one of those cool moms if you haven’t figured that out already. She likes the same music that I like. Most parents would call screamo the devil music but my mom loves to blare it and takes me to a lot of concerts.

When we first got there I didn’t notice the house, but I noticed this really cute boy in some tight girl pants checking the mail next door. “Who’s that?” I asked my mom who had already been up here. “Oh that’s Dylee, Michael’s son.” She said as we pulled up in the drive way. “He’s gorgeous!” I said nearly drooling. My mom laughed “Keep your pants on Brittni! I’ll introduce you if you want me to.” More like if she wanted to. The next thin I know she’s jumping out of the car running up to him and I’m falling all over the place trying to catch up with her so she wont say anything embarrassing. “Hi Dylee!” said my mom who was happy as a peach that she got to play match maker. He smiled at us “Hey Mrs. Kelly.” Oh my gosh his smile was pretty. “Dylee this is my daughter, Brittni. She’s the one that introduced me to AFI.” My mom looked like a beaming little kid in an ice cream shop. I lifted up my hand in what looks like a little kid wave, “Hi.” We all just stood there looking at each other until my mom, who still had a goofy smile on her face, said “Well I’m going to go up and tell Le that were here.” FINALLY she was gone! Once she went out of site I wished she never left, I was so nerves. “So you wanna check out my new room with me?” CHECK OUT MY ROOM?! What was I thinking? Great now he probably thinks I’m weird and want to get him in bed. “Sure.” Wait, did he just say sure?” Just let me give the mail to my mom real fast.” Ah! He said sure!! “Ok.” I hope I said that calm enough. When he turned around I couldn’t help but stare at his butt.

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Am I Sensing A Love Interest?

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